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To begin with i just don’t understand why people are so angry all the time, holding grudges and being vindictive. I just don’t get why people waste so much time to be mean to other people. All the effort that you put into putting that person down and complaining about them could be spent making a new friend someone who doesn’t piss you off and getting over it. your not going to like everyone you meet but there is no rule that says you have to so just move on with your life and find people who don’t completly annoy the crap out of you. it seems like to me the people in life who hold grudges are the people in life who don’t have anything else in life worth doing so they hate.
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Do you ever catch sight of your reflection in the mirror and instead of asking who am I you question who is that? you stare for a few seconds and then you realize its you. how could you not recognize yourself right away. maybe it is because unlike other people we don’t spend all day looking at ourselves but rather looking at them. And because of that we get lost in this idea we create of what we think we look like. In our minds we tweak our flaws and create this image in our minds of what other people see. So when we catch our own reflection we are caught of guard at first glance, who is that. And then reality sets in thats me, thats my face. The reality shatters the illusion and drives many to more make up, botox and anything else they can do to get back that image from thier mind. Maybe I am wrong but somehow I feel like we have become a society more driven by illusions than reality on so many levels.
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To begin with…. I have to say that I am a terrible friend. a fare warning to those who may wonder on to here. I am not Abusive or deceptive or anything horrible such as that. So what is my crime, neglect. For the life of me I can not maintain relationships, including boyfriends. I am so busy zoning off i completely forget to write back or text. The sad part, I am probably not even doing anything important. I just don’t want to take the time to write something. This revelation sounds horrible but to be honest why should my depth of my friendship be judged by how often I write on your facebook,text you or how high you are in my top friends. Friendship has become so much work these days its like dating 10 people instead of 1. Im not selfish and don’t take it personally.